"I don’t know how to talk about the rabbit hole without accidentally inviting you to follow me down it." Sick sad girl (bipolar, anorexia, bpd, ptsd, anxiety, etc). I do not condone anything related to mental illness, which obviously includes eating disorders and other means of self harm. These are photos and rants as a way to cope. I am repulsed by tips, meanspo/sweetspo, master lists of reasons to get thin unhealthily, and other means of spreading this disease like a lifestyle plague. You won't see that here. Please seek recovery or advice before seeking ways to dig deeper into this illness which has ruined my life and sanity.